It's been a good day. Having had my last ever science exam this morning (physics) I feel like a new woman, as they say. For many, it was the last ever GCSE they will do. Unlucky for some, I still have sociology to embrace. However, I have days and days to revise. Having just watched Breakfast at Tiffany's on More4, I now realised how freakishly thin people can get. I mean, Audrey Hepburn really is the skinniest person I have seen to date. It's actually quite scary. I also have a renewed love for the name Paul (or Fred, if you're like Audrey Hepburn's character in the film) as this is the name of the main male character and he's very sweet. I never thought I'd ever describe anyone as "sweet" - it seems like such a bland, non-discriptive adjective - but he is the actual definition of "sweet". It gets you write in your heart. How can this man still love this woman who doesn't even know it and is chasing rich millionaire "rats" or "super rats" just so she can have some money to her name? It's amazing really, her ignorance really is bordering on the stupid side of things. However, I adore Audrey Hepburns character - called Holly, or Lulamae in a former life - her curiosity and sense of adventure ("Hi, do you have anything for $10?" She was in Tiffany's Jewellery!) around even New York City.
Anyway, enough of the old film lark. I'm listening to Pinball Wizard by The Who, one of their best in my opinion. Their songs make you realise what life is about, it makes me happy, they're my happy songs! Sad songs on the other hand are of a copious amount. When I'm down I like the sounds of Nirvana (Smells Like Teen Spirit or Come As You Are) because it just gets me right in my heart how tragic Kurt Cobains life was, it must have been horrible. Another sad song of mine is Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World, that's about something so horrific I can't even bear thinking about, but it's meaning is so amazing and uplifting. Look At Her Face by The Coral Sea is also a sad song... it's smooth melodies and soulful words wrap you in a blanket of regret and pity. It's sad really, but that's it.
In my mind I'm thinking that I should really be doing something right now. I'm tired and after a whole day of physics revision yesterday I know I deserve a rest, I just can't help feeling guilty about being lazy.
I know this blog is very soon after the other one. I just felt like writing something. It'll make up for those summer months when I probably won't write anything.
All my love.
Elly XX